Whats today..a special day i guess you gave me life and a home and a family. To be honest i can deal with it most days but after yesterday i just can’t wait till be gone. You want me to the perfect daughter you never had because I’m never good enough you say I’m a piece of shit and worthless and you can’t wait till I’m gone. I’m an idiot and not worth your time or attention. I hardly ever leave because you keep me inside this so called “home”, which in fact feels like its an institute for deranged people. Everyday i spend it locked up in a room staring at the same four walls just to hear banging on the door of how much you hate you, if thats how you express your affection then boy do i fucking hate you too. One curse word from me and its like i committed murder yet you have this thing living in the house that says it every other day to you and you just buy her shit to make her shut the fuck up. For me you chase me into my cell and try to break the door down. I’m not your punching bag and I’m certainly not putting up with this bullshit anymore. I don’t want to be treated as if i was trash you want me to respect you and i do but you cross the line when you get made at me for leaving this prison once out of every month. 

So to end this

HAPPY FUCKING MOTHER’S DAY

(can’t wait till you won’t see my face anymore)